good on you for socializing and doing what you enjoy, arin, even if its hella gay
thank you
i might post some more photos that weren't taken by me, apparently walking around in costume and taking photos doesn't go well with each other, especially with half broken camera and being unable to use any kind of touchscreen because gloves
it's one of the teachers of the neighboring uni
one of his famous quotes is from uni forums where the dialogue was something like
"why do i have lower amount of points in the subject after last exam than before? do we really get our points taken for bad answers?"
"i never take anyone's points for bad answers"
"then how come that i have x points less than last week"
"because i give negative points to people who earn them"
but the girl you took a pic with had huge tits though.
so maybe you're on to something...since of all the dudes on the pictures you're the best looking, so you could actually get some coochie if you tried, i think
i'm a highly functioning autist at the best, getting a gf would be very unlikely even if i made the effort. and it would probably drain me much more than any other social activities right now
might as well do whatever i feel like doing, i guess
Getting a girlfriend should not really be hard as long as you don't look like absolute garbage. Now, keeping the relationship going and making sure all parties are happy with everything... that's the hard part. Girls have this tendency to require so much attention that no sane human would ever want to give to another person, and it's very annoying. I should probably try to find a girlfriend that actually has a job which requires attention.
"hey dud wanna play kyf in dbd"
"sure"
*meka gets invited towards some random ass discord*
"monkeys are screaming endlessly, YOU PLAY KILLER EZ"
*meka picks a killer that gave him rank1 in 50 hours*
> after game voicechat
"THIS FUCKER HAS AIMBOT, KICK HIM FROM THIS DISCORD"
fun fact is that dbd takes 0 skill to play as a survivor, but that impresses me how epople are still complainig that killers are op xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I need to do a project with 2 randos, i messaged them like 4 days ago (1 day after the project was announced), there is only 3 days left and neither of them even responded yet, great stuff
That's what baffles me
If it's really a 3 man project it should take way more than a week, and if it's a project that can be done in a week it shouldn't really need 3 people
its not 1 week, its like 11 days (from monday to friday the next week, but the groups were formed on tuesday-wednesday). and yes its more like a homework but idgaf if i have to do it solo its like 5% of the grade. also it can be done in 2-3-4 people groups and apparently its not solo because in the old days people did it "solo" but just did it together anyway and all the papers just were the same.
she's super cute, i already met her on previous con
back there we like talked a bit, then some ripped 190cm+ guy sat next to her and they started french kissing
made me
if i weren't dead inside i'd probably fall for her instantly
i highly doubt that's going to happen, especially after i've spent past ~3 years with convincing myself that i'm going to live and die alone as a coping mechanism
i don't really care anymore, i guess there's some chance that i'll meet a girl who might make me change my mind but it's more and more unlikely over time - and even if that happened, there's a billion other reasons to fail so w/e
people who are doing fine don't say things like "i've spent past ~3 years with convincing myself that i'm going to live and die alone as a coping mechanism"
good on you for socializing and doing what you enjoy, arin, even if its hella gay
xD^^
somehow
https://streamable.com/6lgmx
thank you
i might post some more photos that weren't taken by me, apparently walking around in costume and taking photos doesn't go well with each other, especially with half broken camera and being unable to use any kind of touchscreen because gloves
why does qop have her tongue out bitch should close her mouth
no idea
same
this guy looks like zach hill crossed with benedict cumberbatch or whatever his name actually is
it's one of the teachers of the neighboring uni
one of his famous quotes is from uni forums where the dialogue was something like
"why do i have lower amount of points in the subject after last exam than before? do we really get our points taken for bad answers?"
"i never take anyone's points for bad answers"
"then how come that i have x points less than last week"
"because i give negative points to people who earn them"
im spooked
to me this looks like mental disorder convention
but the girl you took a pic with had huge tits though.
so maybe you're on to something...since of all the dudes on the pictures you're the best looking, so you could actually get some coochie if you tried, i think
i'm a highly functioning autist at the best, getting a gf would be very unlikely even if i made the effort. and it would probably drain me much more than any other social activities right now
might as well do whatever i feel like doing, i guess
Getting a girlfriend should not really be hard as long as you don't look like absolute garbage. Now, keeping the relationship going and making sure all parties are happy with everything... that's the hard part. Girls have this tendency to require so much attention that no sane human would ever want to give to another person, and it's very annoying. I should probably try to find a girlfriend that actually has a job which requires attention.
those gfs get dicked down by tanner from highschool
"hey dud wanna play kyf in dbd"
"sure"
*meka gets invited towards some random ass discord*
"monkeys are screaming endlessly, YOU PLAY KILLER EZ"
*meka picks a killer that gave him rank1 in 50 hours*
> after game voicechat
"THIS FUCKER HAS AIMBOT, KICK HIM FROM THIS DISCORD"
fun fact is that dbd takes 0 skill to play as a survivor, but that impresses me how epople are still complainig that killers are op xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
>order something from aliexpress
>after 5 days, local post service finally acknowledges the existance of my package
>weight: 0.0kg
^ordering ballons with helium to troll the post is priceless
um,wat the heck did you do on that vr?
beatsaber
chose deja vu for the memes but it was complete garbage song where the notes weren't synced with music at all
i see lol
I need to do a project with 2 randos, i messaged them like 4 days ago (1 day after the project was announced), there is only 3 days left and neither of them even responded yet, great stuff
What kind of project
either u do it urslef or u hope they turn it in for u )
or hit them with the "HELLO?"
i hit them with the hello already. all i know is that i aint doing shit
What kind of project has a 1 week deadline tho
the kind of project u can probably solo and if ur teacher gives a fuck just tell them ur teammates were afk and they will probably not get credit
That's what baffles me
If it's really a 3 man project it should take way more than a week, and if it's a project that can be done in a week it shouldn't really need 3 people
its not 1 week, its like 11 days (from monday to friday the next week, but the groups were formed on tuesday-wednesday). and yes its more like a homework but idgaf if i have to do it solo its like 5% of the grade. also it can be done in 2-3-4 people groups and apparently its not solo because in the old days people did it "solo" but just did it together anyway and all the papers just were the same.
also we got a message from one of the guys Pog
My friend boutta smash a girl yet I'm here reading dotabuff comments
Gg
so you're doing something actually meaningful
i'm glad for you
I'm not sure if looking at pictures of you crossdressing can be considered meaningful
^people just jealous because arin is cuter than their ex girlfriend
technically it's not crossdressing
^actually it is, because Astolfo himself is crossdressing, you're also crossdressing when you cosplay him
wearing the other gender's clothes is literally what crosdressing is, and you did that
And you jerked off to it
actually i meant crossplaying
you are correct
close but not quite
that booby girl is much better than arin
don't care about others in particular
she's super cute, i already met her on previous con
back there we like talked a bit, then some ripped 190cm+ guy sat next to her and they started french kissing
made me
if i weren't dead inside i'd probably fall for her instantly
FeelsBlackMan
don't worry, arin
I am sure there are other girls
that are going to crush your dreams just the same
i highly doubt that's going to happen, especially after i've spent past ~3 years with convincing myself that i'm going to live and die alone as a coping mechanism
i don't really care anymore, i guess there's some chance that i'll meet a girl who might make me change my mind but it's more and more unlikely over time - and even if that happened, there's a billion other reasons to fail so w/e
blessed page
defeatism is almost as cancerous as self-pity
i'm doing fine
people who are doing fine don't say things like "i've spent past ~3 years with convincing myself that i'm going to live and die alone as a coping mechanism"
ok cool